Pete’s diary while he had written in rehab has been out in public and he has stated in it that he fears he will die soon if he doesn’t get clean soon. The diary is said to be leaked out be some pal.
'If I had not been chemically dependent my life would have been extremely manageable,' Pete is said to have written. 'No jail, no rehab, normal functioning friendships and relationships and a lucrative, respectable career.
'I would probably own a house, a driving licence and a better reputation. If I don't pack in drugs, particularly crack and heroin, I am likely to either die, go bankrupt, go mad or end up permanently institutionalised. I'm on a direct course for all four.'